The Danger of Dreams

Wow, has it really been over a year since my last post? I’ve still been writing, reading, learning… And here, at long last, is a new story. I hope you enjoy.
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The child lay on the shore of clouds and gazed at the world below. Beneath the pool of sky, land stretched green and gray and brown. The shadow of drifting feather clouds passed dark over the forest, pierced by the jagged arrows of bird flocks.

          An arm sweeping, stirring the empty sky, the child watched through half-open eyes. Wind tickled his fingertips. He was wide-awake, dreaming. Walking the green stretches. Striding through the trees. He scaled mountains, forded rivers. Mighty Cirus. Unafraid.

          Sighing, he stretched an empty hand to the open sky, shifting near enough to the edge that cold wind brushed his face. With a soft answering sigh, the clouds gave way. A blur of muted gray, and he was falling.

          The world flashed bitter white, blue, green, white again as Cirus tumbled. The sun was a bright smear.

          His bones were hollow as river reeds, and the wind snatched him, tossing him from hand to hand. Its roaring laughter pounded in his ears. And the land spun closer until the treetops were a green froth with a blue thread of water woven through them.

          When it finished its play, the wind flung Cirus into the topmost branches of a tree and rushed away, spinning through the leaves. There he hung in the net of sharp branches, bruised and scratched, head to the earth and feet in the sky. The ground dangled dangerously close. When the tree swayed and groaned, Cirus held his breath.

          The sun burned bright overhead; a bead of sweat tickled along his dark cheek and caught in his hair. A bird alighted on a trembling branch, squawked in alarm, and with a flurry of orange feathers, soared away. Cirus’s head spun. After hanging so long, the earth seemed up and the sky seemed down; if the tree let him go, he’d hurtle into open sky with nothing to catch him.

          A branch creaked, and a pale face appeared in the shadow of the tree trunk. Mossy eyes stared at Cirus.

          “Go away,” he said in a thin voice.

          But a girl climbed up to perch on a nearby branch. Her feet were bare. Leaves and flowers hung from her tangled mass of brown hair like they grew there. She blinked at him then wriggled onto her back so they were both upside down and face to face.

          “How’d you get up there?” she asked.

          “I fell,” Cirus said miserably.

          “Oh.” The girl squinted at the blue sky and the ever-shifting pattern of sunlight and shaking green leaves. “Well, what are you doing now?”

          The tree dipped in the breeze, and Cirus’s fingers clutched at twigs, crushing them as he tried to hold on. The girl squirmed closer. “Your face is turning a funny color. Why don’t you climb down?”

          “I’m stuck,” Cirus whispered.

          The girl flipped right-side up again and reached out, bunching his shirt in her fist.

          “No!” Cirus gasped, but it was too late. She yanked.

          Branches snapped and scratched; the world lurched. He was falling again, but this time, the girl hauled him up next to her. Cirus clamped his arms and legs around the branch. Bark bit into his cheek.

          Frowning, the girl sat back on her heels. “Why’d you climb up here if you don’t like it?”

          “I didn’t climb,” Cirus mumbled. “I fell.”

          “From where?”

          “The clouds.”

          She squinted upward again, her face wrinkling, and her mouth dropped slightly open. “How’d you get up there?”

          “I live there.”

          The girl examined him out of the corner of her eye. “But you haven’t any wings.”

          Cirus didn’t answer. He wanted the girl and her staring to go away. She sat easily on the dipping, swaying branch while he clung to it until his arms ached. A knot was digging into his stomach.

          She clambered higher to thrust her head out of the treetop, and Cirus scooted to the trunk, clumsily maneuvering to rest his back against it.

          “How do you get to the clouds?” the girl called from above.

          “I don’t know.”

          She dropped down beside him, making the tree shudder. “How are you going to get back then?”

          Cirus opened his mouth and shut it again. “I… don’t know.”

          The girl’s eyes shone, wide and dreamy. “I’ve never been so high. Maybe Wen knows how to get there.” And she vanished downward.

          When Cirus didn’t follow, she popped up again. “Come on,” she said, and grabbed his hand in a warm, dry grip, nearly yanking him into open air.

          “I don’t want to!” he wailed, clinging to the trunk.

          The girl frowned. “Tree’s not tall enough to reach the clouds. Don’t you want to go back?”

          Through the tangle of branches, far below and yet terrifyingly close, lay the muddled fallen leaves of the forest floor. Cirus’s head whirled, and he leaned back against the tree trunk. “I’m fine here,” he said faintly.

          The girl chewed her lip. “You can’t climb,” she said finally, and Cirus shook his head. She brightened. “Well, that’s easy then. I’ll show you. It’s not hard really. Down is harder than up, but I can help.”

          Cirus glanced uneasily downward again, but the girl swung to block his view of the ground. “That’s the first thing you’re doing wrong,” she said. “Don’t look any further than your next step. Now, put your foot here.” She patted a nearby branch.

          Cirus searched for a reason to refuse but couldn’t find one. If she left, he’d be stuck here until he fell asleep from exhaustion and plummeted to his death. Trembling, he eased off the branch and put his foot where she pointed.

          Step by step, she guided him, flitting around him like a sparrow, showing him where to put his weight, where to hold, how to test if a branch was strong. When she bent close, her hair smelled of dirt and sunshine.

          The last gap to the ground was a tumble. Cirus landed with a gasp, lost his balance, and sat hard on the leaves. The girl dropped lightly beside him and dusted off her hands. “There.”

          His legs shook and his hands ached, but here he was on solid ground. Mighty Cirus. He had one wide, breathless look at the forest before the girl strode into the trees.

          “Come on!” she yelled, and Cirus scrambled after her.

          The girl’s name was Tara. Her hands always seemed to be full. As quickly as she snatched something up—pebbles, a bit of bark, leaves, a flower, a fallen nut—she dropped it again and plucked up something else.

          Cirus struggled to keep up. Between scrambling over fallen logs or ducking low branches, he gaped at the forest. The trees laced their leafy hands together into a close ceiling of green and brown. Shimmers of white and blue cut through from the sky, but here the light was a warm, muted gold. Trees were unexpectedly large things when seen from below instead of above. Ahead and to his sides and over his shoulder, the forest stretched into more rocks and trees in infinite variation. Uneasily, Cirus realized he couldn’t tell one direction from another. Then the trees abruptly pulled back, and they stepped into a circle of golden sunlight.

          A stream bubbled happily through the clearing. Tara dug a stick out of the leaves and poked at the reeds waving in the water. Slowly, the yellow tangle moved and sat up. A pale blue hand pulled back the reeds, and a sleepy eye blinked at them.

          “He’s from the clouds,” Tara told the girl in the water, jerking her head toward Cirus.

          The eye turned to look at him. Behind the veil of hair, a mouth yawned and said, “Oh.”

          “Do you know how to get up there?” Tara asked, nudging pebbles into the stream with her toes. The azure hand reached out to push them back to shore.

          The girl in the stream shook her head, spraying droplets over the murmuring water.

          “Wen doesn’t do much but sleep,” Tara muttered to Cirus. “But sometimes after it rains, she tells us stories about the sky.”

          Cirus started to ask who ‘us’ was, but Wen had fallen asleep again, the water stirring her hair. Tara jabbed her with the stick.

          “Ask Aro,” Wen muttered before rolling over and folding her arms over her face.

          “Who’s Aro?” Cirus asked, looking between them.

          Tara pointed to a gray mass of ridges and peaks surging over the forest. “He lives up there.”

          Cirus tilted his head back and stared. The forest cover had hidden the grim vastness of the mountains. What he had seen from the clouds as flat grayness had become sharp drops and jagged crests. Their size turned the trees to spindly green weeds. And further up, up, up in the sky lay the blue gap and the underside of the white shore. Cirus had been half-asleep when he’d fallen, too startled to understand what was happening. Now, he stared into the blue until his eyes began to water, and for the first time, he wondered how he would get back.

          “Come on!” Tara called and trotted back into the forest.

          Wen was asleep, her breath a slow ripple in the stream, and Cirus slowly followed Tara. She plucked a golden fruit from a bush and ate it as they walked. “Are there fruits in the sky?” she asked, her chin shimmering with juice.

          “No,” Cirus said.

          No trees, no fruits, just fields and valleys and clouds and peaks and rolling plains of cloud that surged into unimaginable shapes. And a sky that erupted in splashes of color: blue and violet and streaks of red, orange, and yellow. At night, velvet darkness sparkled with diamonds; a cool, stoic moon glowed in the sky. The wind that rushed there smelled cool and clean and empty. Cirus wrinkled his nose. The wind here stank of wetness and dirt and trees.

          “Flowers?” Tara asked.


          “Nuts? Mushrooms? Moss?”


          Tara frowned. “Sounds like the world’s better down here.”

          “It isn’t!” Cirus said indignantly.

          “Why’s that?”

          “It just isn’t.”

          Tara shrugged, wiped her sticky chin on her sleeve, and tossed aside the fruit core. “You must be hungry.” She plucked another fruit, this one brilliant scarlet, and tossed it to Cirus. It bounced off a tree trunk and rolled into the leaves where Cirus stepped haughtily over it. He was hungry, but not hungry enough to try her dirty fruit after she insulted his clouds.

          When they reached the foot of the gray cliffs, Tara started up, leaping easily from rock to rock then spreading herself wide like a soaring bird. Cirus craned his neck to see the distant edge she was climbing toward. It wasn’t as high as the clouds, but somehow that made it more terrifying. He wanted to climb up as little as he’d wanted to climb out of the tree, but Tara was quickly growing smaller above him. Clinging to the rock, he slowly followed.

          His fingers quickly blistered; his arms ached from the strain of pulling himself upward. When he had climbed over the treetops, the wind rushed to slap at him. Only after he had looked down did he remember that Tara had told him not to. The slope angled sharply away, leaving nothing between him and the hard ground. His hands went weak, slippery with sweat, and his vision began to blur, the world spinning around him.

          “Come on!” Tara had reached the top and was looking over the edge at him.

          “I can’t,” Cirus whispered.  He was stuck in the middle, too scared to go up, too scared to go down.

          “It’s not as high as the clouds.”

          But that made it worse. The clouds were so high that falling seemed impossible and the ground too far away to be frightening. Here it dangled close, ready to crush his thin bones. He had dreamed about moments like this, but dreams were dreams. A dream he couldn’t wake up from wasn’t a dream at all. It was a nightmare.

          “You can’t just sit there,” Tara called.

          Cirus stared at his hand that was puckered with his desperate grip. Slowly, he willed it to let go, to find a new hold. Slowly, he climbed. Just when he thought he couldn’t hold on another moment, Tara leaned down and grabbing him by the scruff of the neck, hauled him up.

          They found Aro halfway up the lowest peak. To Cirus’s relief, there had been no more cliffs, just winding paths leading up the small gray mound that clung to the edge of the starker, white-tipped ridges.

          Tara sagged against a boulder and told Aro, “He’s from the clouds. We’re trying to find a way back there.”

          The gray-faced boy had been sitting and looking out over the valley. He smiled mildly at Cirus, who was on the ground panting, then turned back to the view. “It must be wonderful up there.”

          “Yes. It is.”

          “So, do you know a way up or not?” Tara asked, always impatient, always moving.

          Aro considered then looked further up the slopes. “The clouds come low at dawn. We could try then.”

          Gracefully, Aro slid off the boulder and, to Cirus’s horror, began to climb. Tara clambered after him and then came Cirus, dragging himself along. He was tired. Tired of climbing. Tired and sore. He was growing sulkier and sulkier as they zigged and zagged along rock walls until Aro stopped on a ledge, sat with his back against the sheer rock, and yawned. “We can wait here.”

          Tara sprawled next to him and gathered up pebbles in her hand. She flicked them one by one into the air then leaned over the cliff to watch them jump and tumble down the mountainside.

          Cirus lowered his aching body onto the cold stone. The setting sun splashed color across the sky, and he watched it longingly. All he wanted was a soft, feathery bed of clouds where he could curl up and dream. Maybe he would even dream himself where he was right now, only without the sore fingertips and grumbling stomach.

          The sun slid beneath the horizon, and darkness settled over the mountains. Tara was asleep with her head on her arm. Aro had tilted his head back to stargaze. Cirus curled up on the cold, hard ground and tried to sleep. The world was full of strange noises that bounced and echoed against the rock, but eventually, he wandered into the peaceful forgetfulness of dreams.

          Before he’d fully woken, he felt the frigid morning air on his nose and the hard rock digging into his ribs, and tried to burrow back into sleep, but his dreams slipped away, leaving him shivering in the gray dawn.

          Aro stood at the lip of the ledge, looking curiously at the fog bunched around them. A gray veil had hidden the valley and sky. He smiled at Cirus and spread his arms in welcome.

          But this wasn’t home; these weren’t his clouds. These clouds were thin and wispy, shredding in the wind. Already the sunlight was burning them away. A lump wedged in Cirus’s throat, and he shook his head.

          Aro looked at Tara who was sitting with her arms wrapped around her knees. “Maybe there’s another way,” she said.

          A silver tear ran to the end of Cirus’s nose and hung there.

          “Oh, don’t cry,” Tara said, leaving her seat to hover anxiously next to him. “We’ll just have to climb higher.”

          “But there isn’t any way.” Cirus sniffed and wiped his nose on his sleeve. As the fog slowly lifted, he could see that even the tallest mountain peaks didn’t reach his clouds. “You were right. I haven’t any wings.”

          “Wyfan have wings,” Aro said.

          Tara made a quick, choking sound in her throat.

          “Wyfan?” Cirus echoed. “Who’s that?”

          Tara shook her head frantically, but Aro didn’t seem to notice. “The Wyfan lives in a cave on the dark side of the mountain.”

          A glimmer of hope cut through Cirus like a beam of moonlight through the clouds, and he scrambled onto his aching feet. “Show me.”

          “Tara knows where it is.”

          Tara had hunched up, looking away from them both.

          “Please,” Cirus said, but she shook her head.

          “I won’t.”

          Anger flushed Cirus’s cheeks. He hadn’t wanted to climb out of the tree, but she’d made him. He hadn’t wanted to scale the cliff either, but she’d made him do that too. “You said there had to be another way. I want to go home!”

          Tara sighed and rested her forehead on her knees. “I’ll take you,” she whispered.

          A cold drenching rain began to fall as they climbed. The rocks turned slick, and when the rain fell too hard and fast to see, Tara pulled Cirus under a small ledge. They huddled shoulder to shoulder watching the raindrops beat against the stone and run in thin rivulets down the mountain.

          Cirus was wet and stiff with cold. His pure white clouds never rained; they held him safe and dry above all that. But Tara’s shoulder was warm against his. There hadn’t been any warm, friendly people on his clouds either.

          When the storm rushed on, they clambered out into the wet, shining world. Following the mountain’s wide curve, they found where the mountainside folded inward, and at the heart of the crease, a dark cave split the gray rock. Tara huddled behind a boulder, her face ashy.

          “Wing-fang,” she whispered. “We don’t wake him.”

          Cirus stepped into the shadow of the crevice. The ground bit his aching feet as he crept forward. When he looked down, white bits of bone were strewn among the jagged rocks.

          “Is—is anyone there?” he called. His voice echoed hollowly back.

          Wind hissed against the stone as he shifted uneasily from foot to foot. Then, inside the cave, something rustled and scraped. Within the darkness, darkness moved and stretched into the light. Out came a serpentine neck and a bulking body, all sinew and leather-skin. A dark head surged up and hovered, glaring with bulbous golden eyes.

          Cirus stumbled back, choking on the urge to run. But he had climbed a tree and a mountain; he had fallen from the sky. And he clenched his fists.

          “You have wings.” His voice fluttered weakly in his throat. “And I was hoping you could return me to the clouds.”

          The Wyfan’s spined tail slithered across its razor clawed feet and lashed irritably. “Why should I?” it asked.

          “Because…because I want to go back.”

          The Wyfan laughed, a grumble like rasping rocks. “And if I do, what’s in it for me?”

          Cirus thought a moment. “What would you like?”

          The Wyfan cocked its head and made a show of thinking before it snaked closer. “You woke me, you know? It isn’t polite.”

          “I—I’m sorry,” Cirus whispered, shrinking back from the rancid, rotten breath puffing from the Wyfan’s nostrils.

          “But now that I’m awake, I feel quite hungry.” The white teeth clicked together. “Yes. Something to eat, I think.” And it smiled, a wide broken-boned smile.

          “Fruit?” Cirus asked.

          The Wyfan threw back its head and roared, its laughter shaking like thunder against the stones.

          Cirus clamped his hands over his ears. “Tell me what you want! I’ll bring you anything!”

          The Wyfan’s laughter stopped, echoing away with a soft rumble. “Anything?” Its golden eyes glittered brighter.

          “Yes,” Cirus said desperately.

          The leathery head hovered immense and dark next to his shoulder, the golden eyes fixed on something at the opening of the crevice. “Fruit,” it crooned. “So juicy. So tender. So young. Yes, little one, bring me some fruit.” A line of spittle dangled from its mouth.

          Cirus turned and saw Tara’s pale face watching them over boulder. “You don’t mean…?” The Wyfan’s eye swiveled toward him, its pupil a black void. “I won’t,” Cirus said flatly.

          The Wyfan pulled back and unfurled itself, stretching its wings wider than the cave. “I suppose you don’t want to get to the clouds that badly then.”

          “I do!” Cirus ached to go back. This place was horrid, this dream he couldn’t wake from: the cold, the aching, and the awful creature looming over him. He glanced over his shoulder, and uninvited, the thought squirmed into his mind that maybe it wouldn’t matter once he’d gone home. The world would be only a flat green field. Wen and Tara and Aro would all be too small to see. The memory would only be a nightmare that in time would fade.

          Shifting rock rustled behind him, and the Wyfan’s hot breath panted against his cheek. It opened its mouth to speak, but a stone cracked against the side of its head, bouncing to the ground.

          With a shriek, the Wyfan launched toward the crevice entrance, knocking Cirus to the ground. As he fell, he caught a glimpse of Tara sprinting away. The Wyfan’s wings snapped taut in open air and it dove, talons raking across her back as she fled.

          “Wait!” Cirus called, but they had vanished.

          He scrambled up, his feet sliding on pebbles and bone. When he reached the first curve around the mountain, the path crumbled. He tumbled down a rockslide and landed hard on his back, curling up as loose stones rained on him. Without Tara, the routes were hidden and dangerous. Cirus crawled sorely to his feet and stumbled onward.

          The Wyfan’s shrieks led him, echoing confusingly against the looming stone. Dark wings cut across the sky, casting fleeting shadows. At last, Cirus found the gray cliff that rushed down into the forest. He crawled out into a tree that hung over the edge and peered down.

          The Wyfan landed in the clearing with a flurry of wings. Wen stood in the stream, hurling rocks at him. When the Wyfan whirled to face her, Tara darted out of the trees and drove a stick into its side. It bounced uselessly off the tough hide. The Wyfan roared angrily and spun, its tail knocking Wen into the water.

          The tree bark was rough in Cirus’s sweaty hands. Tara shouldn’t have made the Wyfan angry. This was her fault.

          He yelped and nearly fell as a tight grip closed around his ankle. Aro was tugging at him.

          “What do you want?” Cirus snapped, yanking his foot away.

          “I need your help.” Aro hurried to a boulder sitting at the lip of the slope and began to dig frantically at the loose dirt around its base. Then he braced his back against it. “Help me!”

          Cirus didn’t move. “It’s too big,” he said coldly.

          He didn’t want to kill the Wyfan. Eventually it would calm down, and then he could make a deal with it. Not for Tara, of course, but there must be something else the Wyfan must want. He ignored the cold slither in the pit of his stomach reminding him he had almost considered it.

          Aro frowned and wedged his side against the boulder, his feet sliding uselessly on the loose stones.

          Cirus slid down the tree and began to climb back the way he’d come. He needed to find the Wyfan’s cave again, or maybe he’d keep climbing toward the highest white peaks that just might reach the clouds if he found the right one. Behind him, Tara cried out, but he couldn’t tell if it was in pain or fear.

          Tears burned his eyes as he climbed blindly, pinching his fingers and sending stones tumbling in his wake. When he turned and wiped his aching eyes, the valley had shrunk behind him, flattening to an empty green field. The clearing had vanished and with it, the Wyfan’s shrieks. He sat on the edge of the world, this time because he’d climbed there. Mighty Cirus. But the thought was hollow.

          Not once since he’d fallen from the clouds had he felt brave, had he felt how he was supposed to. He’d only climbed out of the tree because Tara had been there.

          Dreams were dangerous two-edged things. The only safe ones never came true. Made real, they must be borne.

          Cirus turned and still afraid, slid down the mountain.

          Aro was still beside the boulder, his heels digging ruts in the dirt. Cirus planted his shoulders against the cold stone and heaved. He would never walk the empty clouds again, never see the land far below, and he pushed harder.

          The boulder shifted. It groaned against the edge, hesitated, then tumbled over. Cirus landed on his back and twisted over to watch the boulder bounce down the gray slope. Faster and faster it rolled, launching into the air and throwing bits of stone when it landed. It crashed through the trees and burst into the clearing. With a horrible, shrieking crunch, it struck the Wyfan.

          The boulder splashed into the stream, smashed into a tree, teetered, and landed with a tired groan. The forest trembled and went still. A mangled wing twitched. An ugly brown groove had been carved across the clearing.

          The Wyfan was dead.

          The child sat in a tree and looked out over the valley. The deep purple of late sunset clung to the horizon, and the clouds glowed red. A golden fruit, half-eaten, dangled forgotten in his hand. There had not been fruit in the clouds, and that was a shame.

          Cirus looked down at the clearing. The boulder still sat against the tree, and the groove it carved had turned pale green with new growth. Now Wen liked to sit on it and comb her hair.

         Tara was sprawled on a nearby branch, dropping leaves and watching them spin on the breeze. Like the horizon, Cirus sat in the middle, looking up, looking down, seeing the world from two angles, neither one quite complete. But here he sat. It was less lonely, after all.

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Lost Time

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The creature turned its face toward me; a face like a person’s, but yet, not. He wasn’t young or old, just static and stretched, like a moment frozen in time. His nose was long, his ears drooping. His skin was smooth and his eyes bright.

I’d caught him. His hand still held my time, but he looked bemused, like a defiant child. He made no effort to run.

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The Tempest

Lightning shattered the sky, and thunder crashed in answer. His feet slid on the drenched boards as he stumbled across the deck of his small boat, grasping at wet ropes. The angry water seethed, trying to shake him into its grasp as the little boat dove and tilted over the dark waves. He fumbled with the release for the anchor, blinded by stinging rain. The rope whirred and snapped taut, a single cord straining against the rage of the storm. He scrambled for a handhold as the boat pitched dangerously.

                After thirty years, he should’ve known the sea was too placid that morning when he loosed the moorings and sailed into the bay. The water winked and sparkled under the sun, luring him unaware into its arms. Then the sky turned dark and unleashed her cold fury.

                He pulled himself against the wall of the cabin and slid to a seat. Saltwater stung his eyes and soaked through his thick sweater. He hid his face against the rough wood, knees to his chest, curling up until he was a child again, hiding while the tempest of his father’s wrath raged through the house.

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When blood sun sets,
And full moon rises,
Look east to the weeping maiden.

When nightingale sings,
And nighthawk cries,
Look west as the lost sun rises.

Two figures disturbed the evening stillness of the valley. They moved through the brittle grass and bare trees, grabbing for handholds to climb the slope, and a sweet voice drifted on the wind.

          “Stop the infernal humming,” the boy said, yanking his shirt away from a thorn bush.

          Ahead of him, the girl reached the top of the slope. Beyond lay rolling hills, muted gray in the dimming light.

          “Look,” she said, pointing. “The weeping maiden.”

          A thin tree stood alone, a veil of curling leaves brushing the grass. In the dying light, it seemed a weeping woman, head bent, and the wind stirring her hair. The first sliver of a white moon lifted above the horizon, and behind them, the red disk of the sun cast a glow over the forest.

          A bird burst out of the underbrush, calling, before circling and flying toward the distant mountains.

          “Now what?” the boy asked, panting.

          “Now we wait.”

          They sat with their backs to the valley, watching the colors dance on the clouds.

          “How will we see the star if the sun is in the way?” the boy asked, and the girl grinned.

          “Gran says it’s not at a star. Gran says it’s an evil spirit.”

          The moon glistened, spinning silver mists over the grass, and the girl turned to watch it, the light glowing on her upturned face.

          “What kind of evil spirit?” the boy asked.

          “The bad kind, I suppose.” She leaned her head back against his neck. “Why? Are you frightened?”

          He snorted. “It’s only an ancient song. All that’s going to happen is we’ll get wet from this dew.”

          The golden edge of the sun touched the horizon like a brand, scattering red sparks over the forest.

            “Nita,” the boy whispered, but the girl sat, eyes wide and unblinking, staring at the cold moon. Her lips moved with silent song.

          The boy struggled to his knees. The red light ran over his skin and clothing, dripping into the grass. He tried uselessly to wipe it away. The sun flared, spears of light piercing him; he screamed a long, wavering cry.

          The girl leapt to her feet, her face pale with silver light. “Astor?”

          But she didn’t turn. Her arms hung at her sides though she struggled. “Let me go, Astor. You’re hurting me! Let me go!”

            Behind her, empty grass whispered. The sun sank below the horizon, leaving a red glow like embers on the dark clouds. The girl stood frozen, bound by the moon’s silver chains. She hid her face and wept.

          Somewhere in the growing twilight, a nightingale sang.

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To Slay A Dragon

No sword or arrow or poison could slay the dragon. It came like a storm from the north, rushing on the wind and raining fire. The land turned to ash under its breath, and when the village had emptied, the dragon dug out a nest with razor claws and draped its scaly coils over the charred remains.

A field of crude tents now spread along the edge of the nearest city, and from that city, perched between the forest and sea, men waged war with the dragon.

The sun was spreading a dark shadow at the forest’s feet when soldiers and archers came through the trees, bloodied and blackened, hauling carts of the dead behind them. Ahna stood among the tents, a hand resting on her swelling stomach, watching them come.

Roderick, a tall man with a sword and an army and a hall of stone, led them. He stopped in the rutted lane between the tents. The villagers’ haggard faces turned to him, hopeful, but Ahna looked away to the twin tongues of smoke over the trees, curling into the sky. She had lived in that village, farmed the land now fallow and burnt under the fiery belly.

“We’ll waste no more men,” Roderick said, resting his palm on his hilt.

“Some of us had homes there!” a voice cried. “What are we supposed to do?”

Roderick towered over them. “That’s no concern of mine. Be grateful the city has allowed you to remain here this long.”

More voices rang out, but Ahna turned and walked to her tent, leaving behind the bark of angry men. When her husband came trudging back from working another’s fields, she handed him a bowl of thin soup. “I think I’ll go fishing tomorrow,” she said, and kissed his cheek.

He looked up with tired eyes before he nodded, drank his soup, and fell asleep with his hand on her stomach. Ahna covered him with a worn blanket, then sat outside the tent, her quick fingers freeing peas from their pods. She watched the two streams of smoke rising in puffs to the north until the night hid them.

At dawn, she passed through the city to the docks, a coil of rope on her shoulder. “I would like to come aboard,” she said to the captain of a small boat, dropping a precious gold coin into his tan palm.

She stood in the bow, wiping salt spray from her cheeks, as the ship jumped over the waves. When they cast anchor, the men dropped nets for little silver fish, but she ran a single line, deeper and baited with pungent, rotting meat. Then she sat and waited.

The little boat swayed when a fish finally swallowed the hook, and it took three men to haul it up into the sunlight. It twitched and gulped on the bottom of the boat until the scales dried in the sun and the lidless eyes paled.

When the fishing boat had docked, Ahna took the stinking fish by the tail and heaved it onto her back. Eyes and laughter followed her as she slowly made her way through the city to the field of tents. With a dull knife, she split open the belly, then she roasted the fish over a fire until the skin crackled and turned black. When it had cooled to the touch, she hoisted it onto her back and walked through the field of tents into the forest, toward the village.

The dragon watched her with baleful eyes as she approached. Ahna stopped and looked at the stretches of gleaming coils. “I brought you dinner,” she said, heaving the fish off her shoulder into the dust.

Then she turned and began the long walk back. Behind her, the dragon greedily devoured the fish, swallowing it whole.

A horrible screeching echoed through the forest that night when the moon rose. Ahna woke, smiled, and nestled against her husband.

She was washing her feet the next morning when a scout came running through the trees. The dragon was dead. It lay twisted in the dirt, its claws furrowing the ground. A pale forked tongue hung from its mouth, and blood dripped from its fangs.

Voices murmured of who could have slain the beast when men of might and cunning had failed. When they cut the dragon apart to haul it away, they found a thin, silver fish bone piercing its throat.

At a Local Inn

Coals whizzed out of the fireplace in orange arcs, pattering with sharp hisses around the room.

                “That’s cheating!” Vanka wailed and dove behind an overturned table.

                “That’s magic, my dear.” I fell back against the wall for a breath. “What would you do with thirty golden varnums anyway? Gamble it away?”

                Vanka let out a guttural shriek. A dagger buried itself in the wooden beam inches from my head. It was my turn to dive for cover.

                The golem was crouched at the edge of the room, draped in chains, watching us with baleful eyes.

                The inn had been a lively, cheerful place when we’d arrive as the sun set, first Vanka and the prisoner, me close behind. When she’d seen me, cursing turned to threats and threats to shoving, mostly on Vanka’s part. That was when the general populace decided to clear out. Now it seemed the bar was partially in flames, though I didn’t take time to look.

                A bit of Vanka’s cloak stuck out from behind the overturned table. The coals flared under my command, igniting the fabric. I grinned as she leapt around the room, cursing and batting at herself.

                “You dance beautifully,” I called.

                She snatched a chair and sent it arcing toward me. I ducked, and it splintered against the wall. The room suddenly went quiet.

                “Rolf,” Vanka said.

                “Yeeeees?” I stayed huddled on the floor. I wasn’t about to fall for that.

                “Where is he?”

                “Where is who?”

                “You know who,” she snarled.

                “Ooh, this is a fun game. Do you mean the King of Avary? I believe he’s in his castle.”

                “He’s gone, Rolf.”

                I popped my head over the pile of crates I’d been hiding behind. The golem had vanished. A few drops of molten metal were cooling on the floor, and a black hole had burned into the wooden planks from a red-hot lump of coal.

                “Rather clever for a golem, isn’t he?” I remarked and jumped as Vanka let out a deafening shriek.

                “You mud-humping, slug slime!” She charged at me, but I cowered, holding up my hand placatingly.

                “Now, hold on, Vanka, my dear. Staying here and beating each other into a bloody pulp isn’t going to do either of us any good.”

                Her nostrils flared, eyes blazing like an angry bull.

                “We could work together,” I coaxed. “Split the reward.”

                “Split it?” She spat on the floor. “After I caught him and you let him escape? You’re lucky I don’t skin you alive and wear you for boots!”

                “Fair. I’ll admit you’ve earned perhaps a bit more for getting us this far. How about, and it hurts me to say this, I take a mere a third of the reward, plus”—I rubbed my chin thoughtfully—“a pittance, only half of another third? All the rest will belong to you.”

                Vanka frowned, considering this, before she snorted. “As it should be.”

                I grinned like a cat. “Shall we be off then?”

                “Fine.” She yanked her dagger from the wall and shoved it into her belt. “But stay where I can see you.”

                “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

                The inn collapsed in a shower of red sparks, but we sped on, following the trail of molten metal and heavy stone tracks, into the night, after our prey.


It was dark in the shadow of the attic. Rain pelted the window. I swung my legs, idly drumming my heels against the side of my trunk, waiting.

                Grandfather had told me to wait here. To wait until he came back and then he would take me to where I belonged. The rusty key ground in the lock, and his heavy steps lumbered down the stairs.

                Then yelling had come, muffled, from outside. I stood on the trunk to peer out the dusty round window, squinting against the glare of the sun. Father was there, with his faded Oldsmobile and faded suit and faded fedora. Yelling always came with him. Yelling and being told to listen to him, not to Grandfather, and Grandfather telling me the same. Grandfather pointed down the road, but Father pushed past him, rushing into the house. When Father came back out, he yelled some more, grabbing Grandfather by the shirt and shaking him, before he ran to his car, and the Oldsmobile roared away, kicking up dust and stones. Grandfather lumbered down the driveway, through the gate, and out of sight.

                Now I stood on the trunk again and looked out, wiping at the fog on the glass with my palm. Rain poured down, buffeted by the wind. All I could see was the porch light flickering dimly through the blowing branches of the tree covering the window.

                Grandfather was back and digging by the porch, the back of his shirt dark with sweat from the sun. The yelling stopped when it was just Grandfather. All noise stopped. His dear sweet Emma was gone, and there was only silence and the ticking of the clock on the mantel. I had heard her name peeking around corners at strangers coming and going, from men with mustaches and handbags handing over bottles and pills, when Grandfather mumbled it through the scotch on his breath. Father had tried to take me away from the silence, but he only had a faded Oldsmobile and a faded suit and a faded fedora.

                Grandfather stabbed his shovel into the dirt next to the hole he’d dug. He’d brought back a little tree, and it sat next to the shovel and the hole. He lumbered to the porch, through the door, and the walls of the house trembled when it shut.

                I jumped off the trunk and walked across the attic, the floor creaking under my feet. The lock on the door was heavy, dark metal, the frame solid wood. There were steps on the stairs. Quick steps. They stopped outside the door.

                “Must be rats again,” said a voice on the other side.

                “But the exterminator said there was nothing up there,” another voice answered, worried, more distant. “Just some moth-eaten old trunk.”

                The floor groaned, footsteps and voices retreating. Music switched on somewhere below with a strange snap, not the scratch of a phonograph needle.

                I went back to the trunk, to drumming my heels. In the dim light of the rain-flecked window, I waited.


The scent of blood drew her. She had been sitting on a tussock surrounded by the buzz and chirp of evening swamp-song, watching the mottled reds and oranges of sunset, when a hint of iron floated by on the cooling breeze. Curious, she slid into the water and followed.

                A small island of land was hidden away among the reeds, and to it clung a tree, half-dead and sun-bleached. The massive roots burrowed like splayed fingers into the mud, and a dark ring stained the brittle wood where the stale water touched it. Through the screen of reeds, she saw him huddled against the trunk. A man. She thought he might already be dead, but he curled up tighter, ribs heaving. Mud and algae had soiled his clothing, and his arms cradled his chest and soft vitals. He must be bleeding there.

                There were snakes in the swamp, longer than five men were tall. When they slithered across the waters, it looked like wind playing in the reeds. But if a snake had caught him, he would be dead, wrapped in scaly coils and dragged into the water to drown, disappearing into the chasm of an unhinged, scarlet mouth.

                She cut through the dark water to the shore, silently and leaving no ripples in her wake. The water tasted of his blood.

                The greatest danger of the swamp was a mere buzz in the air. Tiny flies crawling into eyes and ears, or gnats with venomous bites, and the bloated bodies of their victims floated through the reeds until the fish and birds picked them away to nothing, and the bones sank into the muck. The man’s skin was dark, but it wasn’t veined black or red. It wasn’t the swamp that had harmed him.

                When the man looked up, he scrambled back. A useless gesture of fear. The tree was at his back, and she now blocked his path into the water. His arms shifted, and she caught a glimpse of crimson on his shirt.

                “Let me see,” she said.

                His drawn face smoothed in shock. He hadn’t expected her to speak.

                “Your wound,” she said, nodding to it. “Let me see.”

                He cautiously drew his arms away to reveal torn fabric and a red slash of open flesh. It was the mark of a weapon, a wound by men. Their bodies came into the swamps sometimes, already dead and cut apart by their own kind. They floated, eyes wide to the sky, until the mud and water mercifully embraced them. The people of the swamp kept away.

                “You fled here,” she said, and he nodded. “From whom?”

                “Thieves.” His head sagged back against the whitened bark.

                It was curiosity that drew her out of the murky waters onto his small island. Curiosity and the assurance he couldn’t harm her. He was in her territory, weak and wounded, and he shrank away from her. Even great bears were powerless and terrified in the deep waters and maze of reeds. The strongest predators on dry land were helpless here. The swamp ate them and swallowed their bones.

                “What did they want?” she asked.

                “Anything. Everything,” he said with a hollow laugh. “I was traveling. They took my supplies, but it wasn’t enough. They were angry I didn’t have more and tried to kill me. So, I ran.”

                She watched him with unblinking eyes. “If it’s valuables you’re worried about, you’re safe here. The swamp wants only your life.”

                He pulled his knees to his chest and hugged himself again. His gaze kept flickering to her, trying to watch her, trying not to stare, and he finally asked the question she had felt him holding back. “What are you? I mean, who. Who are you?”

                “Rsska,” she said, and he winced slightly at her hiss. “That is the who. As for the what, we are the people of the swamp, just as you are the people of the land.”

                He examined her openly now, her stringy hair and webbed hands, her thick skin and bare body.

                “I didn’t know there were people in the swamps,” he said at last.

                The darkness of night had fallen. Frogs creaked and groaned in the reeds. Rsska pointed to scattered flames dotted the swamp, flickering behind the tall reeds. “Those are our fires,” she said. “Have people on land not seen them?”

                His face twisted into a crooked smile. “We have, but we call them marsh lights. And legend says they are fires set by false spirits to lure us to our deaths.”

                She laughed, a short barking laugh. “Land people are smarter than they look.”

                His mouth stayed curled into a smile. “Have you seen land people before?”

                “Yes. Sometimes.” She looked away. Never alive, but she stayed silent.

                “It might amuse you then to know that we also have names. And mine is Erkin.”

                “Your kind are killers,” she said calmly.

                His dark eyes met her yellow ones in silence.

                “Yes,” he said finally. “Some of us are. And some of us are killed.”

                Rsska examined him before she reached into the water and scooped up a dripping mass of black mud with one webbed hand. She had thought she might let him die, there on the small island. There had been a strange thrill in the way he cowered in the shadow she cast in the last red rays of the setting sun.

                “It will seal the wound,” she said as he tried to pull away from her.

                He let her fill the gash with the black muck, groaning through gritted teeth. It took three more handfuls before she was satisfied. The mud would dry, solid and hard as rock.

                “Thank you,” Erkin said softly when she had retreated to the water’s edge.

                “Will you go back?”

                “I have to. I’m not…” He looked out at the murmuring swamp, dim in the moonlight, and wrapped his arms around himself. “I’m not like you. I can’t live here.”

                Rsska nodded. His skin was soft and thin, his eyes clear. He was made for open air and long distances, not murky waters. “In the morning, I will take you to the shores where it is safe.”

                His dark eyes were almost black in the starlight. “Why are you helping me?”

                To the south, the swamp joined the forest. The trees stood in silent rows over a floor of plant-coated water. Eventually it turned to mud, the reeds to open fields, and the water to clear rivers. Rsska longed to explore the lands beyond the boundary of the swamp, but her skin dried and cracked without water. She was naked without reeds to hide her, and terror and hunger drove her back to the mud. Erkin covered his nakedness with clothing, but the swamps would rot any coverings she wore. The waters were her garments.

                “Will you tell me of your life?” she asked. “Of the places on dry land?”

                They lay under the flickering stars, he tucked between the tree roots, she submerged in the water with only her face showing. He told her of grassy plains stretching beyond the horizon, of forests towering into the clouds, of rushing rivers and great oceans with waters that tasted of salt. He told her of the vessels of hewn trees that sailed the open waters, and she thought with coldness of when they might do the same with her waters. He told her of wars and devastation and the divisions of men. His voice lulled her into bizarre, half-waking dreams until he fell silent, and she realized he was asleep. Around them, frogs chirped, and the wind whispered through the reeds.

                Rsska woke once when the moon had arced through the sky to the horizon. Silver light glinted on the rippling water. A blunt head had appeared at the edge of the reeds, quiet and still. Its tongue flickered out, tasting the water. Her fingers dug a sharp rock out of the mud and clutched it, knowing the snake would taste her willingness to fight. Her skin was harder to pierce.

                She could maneuver faster, drag it to the depths, bloodying it with her crude weapon. After a moment, the snake turned and slithered into the night. She let the rock slip from her fingers. Erkin was snoring, an arm across his wounded waist, and she fell into an uneasy sleep.

                The sun had crept into the sky when she woke to Erkin splashing, washing the dried and cracking mud from his waist. The wound had closed into a jagged red line. Rsska dove into the waters to pull up roots and showed him how to strip the tender core from the sinewy reeds with his teeth. From his expression, he found them tough and distasteful, but he didn’t complain.

                “I came from that way,” he told her, pointing toward a patch of bent and broken reeds. His path had been forceful and clumsy. It was a wonder she had been the first to find him.

                “Then we will go that way,” Rsska said, looking in the opposite direction. “But they will smell you in the waters. We must move quickly.”

                He swam awkwardly, laboriously, his limbs tangling in the plants. Rsska slowed her pace to his. It was impossible to see through his clumsy splashing and jerking. She took mouthfuls of water, running it over her tongue to taste for snakes and other creatures that might harm him, but his scent was overpowering, his presence and noise oppressive. Their journey followed a meandering path between the small oases, submerged trees or clumps of land, where he could rest.

                It was with relief that she emerged from the reeds. Open water, the beginnings of a river, stretched between them and the bank. The forest lay beyond, green and vibrant in the sunlight. Rsska had brought him where the water ran deep to the shore and he wouldn’t have to struggle through mud. They were halfway across the open water when Erkin lunged at her.

                She barely had time for a gasping breath before he shoved her head beneath the water and pushed her down toward the black sediment. She writhed against his hard grip, panicked. He was trying to drag her farther down. She twisted away, but his hand closed around her wrist, yanking her to him. He was shaking his head, his eyes open and blind in the dark water. His clenched mouth opened, and bubbles flooded out. Through their rush, she heard the word that made her blood run cold.


                The surface of the water glimmered faintly above her. Her eyes were not made for open spaces, and if men had been on the bank, she would not have been able to see them. Erkin was struggling to stay below, his head bent and arms working against the water that tried to shove him upward. His stomach spasmed, and in horror, Rsska realized he was running out of air. In his struggle to keep out of sight, he had spent too much.

                The people of dry land killed each other without hesitation; she didn’t doubt they would do worse to her. She hesitated a moment between the safety of the tangled reeds and the open water. If they surfaced, they would be seen. She could evade them, disappear into the swamp, but Erkin was slow and clumsy and wounded.

                She grabbed his shirt and pulled him toward the reeds. His body jerked with a strange guttural sound in his throat. Any moment, his urge to take a breath would overtake his will to hold it. She glanced toward the dark wall of safety before she turned back to him, gripping him by the back of the neck and pressing her mouth to his. He gasped against her, his chest swelling with air. She felt the draw from her supply, but it would be enough. His hand touched her cheek. She pulled away, leading him through the darkness back to safety.

                He burst out of the water, gasping and puffing like a bear. Rsska parted the reeds and peered toward the shore, blinking and squinting. There were vague blurs on the swathe of green. They might be trees, or they might be men.

                Erkin was grinning beside her. “Do people of the swamp kiss?”

                She hissed disgustedly. Her heart was pounding in fear, her ears ringing. “You will need to lead,” she said. “I cannot see.”

                They stayed behind the veil of the reeds, following the curve of the shore until Erkin said the banks were clear, and they again crossed the open waters. The sun had passed its peak in the sky, and Erkin dragged himself, exhausted, onto the grassy bank. Water ran red from his wound.

                “You need more mud,” Rsska said, reaching for him, but he caught her hand.

                “I know the forest. There are herbs here that will do just as well.”

                Reluctantly, she pulled back and sank into the water. He sat on the bank and looked down at her. “You could come with me. See the places I told you of.”

                She reached out and touched his arm. His skin was streaked black and green, his palms wrinkled. “The water eats away at you. The air does the same to me.”

                She watched him expectantly. The world beyond her shores was his, its ways, abilities, and mysteries his domain. He stood and shook her waters from himself, standing comfortably on the shore and looking out over the vast swamp. “I’ll come see you then. But how will I find you?”

                “You only have to get into the water. I’ll hear your crashing a league away.”

                He laughed and bent down to take her hand, hard and scaly in his soft dark one. “Until we meet again then, Rsska.”

                With a final look at her, he limped across the bank into the trees, leaving her alone in the water at the edge of her world. She watched him go with one hand, fingers aching, clutching the tender, green grass.


It was well after first moonset when Kierk hauled himself onto the craggy plateau and looked down at the sleeping city. Borysi III was small. The smallest place in the multiverse, Kierk thought, and the more he’d grown, the smaller it had gotten. Now, from above, it looked like a metal pock on the face of the landscape.

                A few hours earlier, he had woken in a cold sweat after dreaming that the constricting walls had closed in and sealed him up like a can of Garvian Mash. Most nights he would’ve sighed mournfully into the dark, rolled over, and gone back to sleep. But not tonight.

                Kierk got up and snuck out, past the mineral grinders and prism bays, to the base of the Borysinnian walls. He shuffled his heels back against the cold metal, looked down at his feet, took a step, and started counting. Other Borysinnians were milling around. The night shift. Kierk ignored them. He had as much distaste for the people as the place. Every year their brains seemed to shrink until he wasn’t sure anything filled their curly-horned heads.

                Borysi III was known for its prism shaping. Each of the bays Kierk passed, counting softly as he went, were mounted with several carefully sculpted prisms, mined from beneath the city. When powered by lunar light, they sent whatever was inside the bay hurtling through the cosmos to the destination indicated by their alignment.

                (This might sound like magic. It’s not. It’s highly scientific and explained in great detail in Regival’s Prismatic Potency in Relation to Cosmic Disruption and Traversion. Magic is just science that isn’t understood yet, and any Borysinnian who heard mention of the arcane would think the speaker had been snorting too much prism dust.)

                Cans of mash and metal crates packed with raw crystals were stacked up and dropped through the infinity of space to the strange locales across the multiverse that needed such things. Borysi III was a hub of comings and goings. But they hadn’t yet solved the problem of space being very cold. Whatever was sent arrived frozen solid, and if handled improperly, crumbled into dust.

                If Kierk’s dream did come true, at least he would be zapped off to an unknown destination, pried open there, and have one last, grand adventure sliding down some foreign gullet. But it was just a dream. Flesh and fluids couldn’t travel the way of the Garvian Mash.

                When Kierk reached the opposite wall, he sighed and sagged. Every planetary cycle he paced the diameter of the city to measure it, and as he suspected, every year it had shrunk.

                If his brain was as remarkable as he fancied, he would’ve realized this was because every year his legs and feet had grown. However, it could be argued that the place did get relatively smaller since he took up more of it. Either way, the number he had totaled left him discontent.

                An idea was forming in his pubescent brain, and on that night, under the light of the first moon, he found the angst to execute it.

                He left Borysi III with a filtration mask anchored to his horns and climbed the surrounding rugged cliffs. When he reached the top, the second moon had risen and the third glowed on the horizon. The prisms in the pack on his back clanked as he adjusted the straps. He intended to open a portal to the Forbidden Zone, and then… well, he hadn’t thought that far ahead. But forbidden with a capital F was a tempting thing indeed.

                Kierk crossed the plateau and crept into a small, dark cave. He drew a circle in the dust on the stone floor and set prisms at each focal point. Without the stability of a prism bay, he could only hope for a shaky and temporary portal, but it would be enough to peek through.

                The light of the third moon crept across the floor, licking at the edges of the farthest prism. Kierk rearranged, realigned, reconfigured until a web of light stretched between the prisms and they shook and danced in their places around the circle.

                The lunar light glowed, refracted a thousand times onto and into and through itself. Then it flashed and disappeared.

                Kierk peered into the circle. It was dark. The third moon had moved on, and only by squinting could he see that the circle was slightly darker than the darkness around it.

                In actuality, it couldn’t be dark because it was nothing. Not the nothingness people refer to when they mean the absence of something, but true nothingness. The absence of everything.

                The night was still and silent, and so was the puddle of nothing. Then a shift and a slight change in color. The nothingness had become something. Something big trying to crawl through. A mammoth foot appeared first, anchoring claws in the rock. Then the tips of two tufted ears. When the head squeezed through, Kierk thought there was no way the rest of it could follow, but it kept wriggling and writhing and twisting until another foot and a long furry body and two more feet and finally a long tail slid through.

                The prisms scattered, and the portal snapped shut.

                The creature that had crawled out of nothingness shook itself, raining Kierk with ice crystals. It stretched its back and yawned, razor claws arching out of its paws. Then it sat up and curled its tail around its feet. But the cave was shorter than it was, so it had to hunch under the stone ceiling and its head slid down between its massive shoulders.

                Unblinking yellow eyes stared at Kierk, who was standing welded to the floor.

                The creature’s appearance had startled him. Until that moment, a living thing passing through a prism portal had seemed an impossibility. He probably should’ve run away screaming. He didn’t. Anything might happen when dabbling with the Forbidden, and the cocktail of hormones in his brain granted him a certain crazed immunity to common sense.

                “Salutations,” he said nervously, quieter than he intended.

                The creature stared, one ear twitching as it brushed the rock ceiling. Its pupils dilated until the yellow eyes turned jet black.

                “What are you, if you don’t mind?” Kierk asked, unsure the thing could talk and wondering if he was making a fool of himself.

                “I am existence,” the creature said promptly. “The universe. The cosmos. The whole of life embodied, contained, turned in upon itself. Where it is made whole and nothing. Complete and separate. Possible and impossible. Yes and no.”

                “Oh,” Kierk said.

                “I suppose I’m here now,” the creature said. “So, if there’s something you want, hurry up and say it. Infinity passes one moment at a time.”

                “I’d like to leave this place,” Kierk said cheerfully. “I’d like to go somewhere else.”


                “Somewhere… else.” Kierk faltered.

                “I suggest specificity,” the creature said. “I believe you organic organisms require certain conditions to survive.”

                Kierk considered this. His knowledge of other places was limited. They were there, somewhere, and he wasn’t. “Well, where did you come from?”

                “The void,” the creature said, casually flexing a paw.

                “Oh. Is it nice there?”

                The yellow eyes pinned him. “It’s a void. It’s nothing.”


                The creature sighed. Apparently, existence was impatient. “What if I showed you the universe and you selected a place? Can you do that?” It looked as if it wasn’t sure he could, but Kierk nodded eagerly.

                The creature lay so that Kierk stood between its massive front paws and opened its mouth. There were no teeth or tongues or throat, just a warm breeze from a dark, empty cave. Something flickered deep within. A light. A flare. The expansion of nothingness into everything. Nova imploding and exploding. Stars flaming and dying. The crash of cosmic waves against strange, ethereal shores. Planets of every shape and size wheeling through the endless dance. Some clamoring with life; others wastelands of dust and raging storms. Life surging to its peak and falling into decay.

                A tear ran down Kierk’s cheek. His eyes stung, but he couldn’t blink, couldn’t look away from the horror and beauty. The creature’s mouth stretched into a cavernous yawn, then shut.

                “See anything you like?”

                But Kierk was already scribbling scrambling down the rocky mountainside. He only stopped when he’d pounded back inside the metal walls and leaned his hands on his knees to catch his breath.

                He had seen only glimpses of other worlds through the holes the prisms made. In his mind, the whole of the multiverse couldn’t be that much bigger than Borysi III. Maybe a little, but not by much. He bent over and panted and thought about throwing up. It was a rude shock to go from being a relatively large person in a relatively small space to a tiny, insignificant speck.

                He straightened up and patted the stiff metal wall next to him. At third moonrise, Kierk would’ve said those unforgiving boundaries kept him in. As the third moon set and he crawled back into bed, he knew they were keeping the rest of the world out.

                Borysi III eventually solved the cold problem. But when given the chance to leave his metal cocoon, Kierk stubbornly shook his head and said he was fine where he was. The bigger his world became, the smaller it made him. So, he kept his world small. He never saw the magenta shores of Rysian IV shining with the spume of green waves or the endless torfa fields of Yyrian II. He never knew the thrill and terror of stepping from one world to another and glimpsing infinity in between. He lived hemmed in by walls, walls he wouldn’t look past for fear of seeing two black eyes of nothingness staring back at him.

                He did become the finest prism shaper in Borysi III, so that’s something… I guess.

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